My dog is in heaven. All I can say is she failed fast. I know she is with my husband. I miss her. I miss him.
I heard a song tonight that reminds me of him. That is where I need to be now.
You Shook Me All Night Long.
I know it is a bit risque but that was how we rolled.
Good dog Lucie.
After a couple of weeks of thought and soul searching I decided I can not send Lucie for treatment. I simply cannot afford this.
Yes, this sucks.
I plan to care for her as long as I can. I will NOT let her suffer in any way. So far there are some issues. We are dealing.
She continues to amaze me. I can tell she does not want to disappoint me in any way.
She will let me know.
My dog has lymphosarcoma Cancer of the lymph nodes. She has an appointment with an oncologist next week.
I am quite certain I will not be able to afford treatment. I need to find out how long and how I can care for her.
I do not want pain and suffering for her.
Lucie is my big, red dog. She is my rock.
Yes, I am angry. Yes, my brain is not functioning as it should.
Tired of losing.
My dog is not well. I am in limbo tonight. I might have to make a choice. I love her. She is my friend.
For you sweetie.
Be Still – The Fray
J. Geils Band. 1977
…no not enough said. This was the year I met my husband. I also graduated high school. Experienced a wonderful summer. Made a few mistakes.
Thirty-six years later, I have absolutely no regrets.
Our love never really went anywhere. Sometimes it just felt that way.
I miss him.
No riddance here.
Peace and Love.
It always has and it always will.
Over the Rainbow/Simple Gifts (Piano/Cello Cover)
For my baby who is over the rainbow and was my simple gift in life. Most of the time. <3
This is how I make it through each day.
This song reminds me of my best friend in the whole world. She is nonjudgmental, always there and only got mad at me once. It involved climbing a steep hill, in the dark after a few drinks.
She makes me a better person. She pulls me out of the hole I fall in sometimes.
I never questioned her choices. I just waited for the call.
She has a permanent bedroom in my house and always brings my big, red dog Lucie a treat.
I sent her flowers. She sent me a neck cooler.
See you soon for girls’ night out!
I am so behind in posting. I am flirting with the idea of combining my blogs. Just to make it a bit easier on me. Trust me, the ideas for posts run abundantly in my head, but the need for sleep, food and occasional dancing my butt off take precedent sometimes.
Gardening never takes a backseat. My love of growing stems from an early age. I need to grow plants. Trust me in the desert southwest growing is a challenge. Bring it on. I am up for it.
Tomatoes looking good.
Love the marigolds. They come back every year and traveled with me from another yard!
My first harvest.
Black beans and lentils made with the tomatoes and banana peppers from my garden. Burrito heaven!